Crown Me King

We've become ill from the power constricted in our minds
We are a mark of the beast our father claimed us not to be.
Why must we take strength from a man so pure
And laugh at the words he claimed would set us assail?
A stranger, A man falling astray...
I know your screaming to help but somethings must be!
We are not good, We are not proud!
Move onwards and let your wings be our light
We have fallen into the arms of a bad man..
And we will weep until the light shines down!
Take the hand of this certainty
His vultures gather to steal every little piece of our souls..
The Rotten and decayed words ohh...
They speak.
"Crown me your king for all my wrong doings youve never seen my purest actions"
We are a mark of the beast our father claimed us not to be.
My father please guide us in prosperity

-Crown Me King by I, The Breather

Out Of Time

I’ve never felt so sober
I’ve never felt the low that I feel tonight
Your words made everything drag on and on
I think I finally found her,
and when I did I just couldn’t make things right
Is this really happening
Oh God I think I just ruined my life

What the f*** am I doing?
I can’t tell the difference from wrong and right
I second guess my decisions
Cause I haven’t been this person in my whole life
I think I need something new here
When I keep longing for what I had
No need for second opinions
I do the best I can to ruin what I have
Come on

Don’t think you’ve got to go in alone here
I’ve got nothing left to hide
You've got time, just make up your mind

I thought this was what you wanted
Someone who gets everything right (Gets everything right)
I thought this was what you wanted
Someone to put you first in their life
Cause we’re running out of time

Let's have three cheers for the new year
(Hey, hey, hey)
Here's to hoping it's not as bad
This wasn't part of my vision
The optimist in me swore we could make this last, but no
You ruined my favorite records
I listen to them and think of you
I just hope you remember
All of the countless times that I believed in you, for what

Don’t think you’ve got to go in alone here
I’ve got nothing left to hide
You've got time, just make up your mind

I thought this was what you wanted
Someone who gets everything right (Gets everything right)
I thought this was what you wanted
Someone to put you first in their life
Cause we’re running out of time

Just know that it kills me
When I hear anything to do with you
If you don't see it, just believe me
I need to be right where you are
You know that I’m leaving, leaving
And you won't hear until a year from now
But this kills me
Cause now I hate that everything's, everything's about you

I thought this was what you wanted
Someone who gets everything right (Gets everything right)
I thought this was what you wanted
Someone to put you first in their life
Cause we’re running out of time

Don’t think you’ve got to go in alone here
I’ve got nothing left to hide
You've got time, just make up your mind

- Out Of Time by A Day To Remember

I Don't Feel a Thing

I feel the sun on my face 

peeking through the blinds,

of your fifth story apartment 

you ask what happened last night?

And I replied with a smile 

and swiftly roll my eyes.

If you could scoot over an inch 

you're almost on my side. 

There are clues 

floating through the sky.

When will you realize 

I'm not like your other friends. 

I walk weary and end up asleep in your bed 

with a slowing heart and lungs out of breath.

I'll never repeat what you said.

Listen close to the sound I can make with my hands

reminds me of hope that we had 

if it means anything I wish you the best.

I see that look on your face 

now you are feeling fine,

or could you use some water or rest 

or maybe sunlight.

To prove you're mine 

I've counted all the times 

we've shut your blinds...

There are clues 

floating through the sky.

When will you realize 

I'm not like your other friends. 

And as we walked it turned to night 

our heads hung low but we were high. 

And the steps we took were in perfect time 

so the strangest day turned to boring night.

Oh no I'm alone again.

- I Don't Feel A Thing by Ugly Colors

Bread Crumbs and White Stones

So I'll keep searching
For a place called home
I'll rip my roots from this earth
Into the unknown
Is it for the dreams I chased
Or the ones I caught
This mystery
This misery is killing me
So now I'll leave behind a murder scene
My life isn't real
It's just a silhouette
And when the sun goes down
I won't exist
I will be the forgotten
Bread crumbs and white stones can't follow me
Overwhelming
Constantly I'm tearing at the seams
The threads that hold me together
They envelop me
I am a shaking man
As my body breaks against the wind
I begin to slowly unravel
Overwhelming
I'm tearing at the seam
The threads that hold me together
They envelop me
And with fervor I am everywhere I never thought I would be
I will never come home
I am a ghost inside your empty house
I don't exist
I will not come home
I'll never come home

Bread Crumbs and White Stones by After The Burial

Catch Myself Catching Myself

This time i am heartache burning away?
nothing has changed nothing has changed like i said i would
faster towards the ground
thats where they wait for they wait for me
they enter my veins
feel them crawling through my skin
collecting my thoughts that they feed to their children
i swear it has to stop because there is nothing left to give, nothing left to give

I'll be the victor
i will destroy them
i want to watch them burn it down
so i can breathe again

rid out?
because after tonight i wont be the same
exhale exhale to find my veins on the ground

im not the same anymore
im not the same anymore
as i sink down into the floor
and the walls are caving in
and i don't believe in them anymore
though i try to bounce? my war
i am coming down alone
and i have to kick therm out of my head

i want i want to bow? down so i can breathe again
i want to watch them burn it down
so i can breathe again

one breathe at a time ill be just fine cause ill be right on the inside
whats turning my hands inside of my self and wait till their backs are turned
outside of my head where you thought they would win but i got them right where i want them
pushing aside i burn them alive i hear them beating and beating

♥ABIGAILE

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